so much for today's wait and see game. excitement fizzled out as most anticipated results fell short.
so how do you wait? today's waiting game proved to be a revelation. previous anxiety attacks associated with waiting and the perceived "torturous" wait didn't haunt me at all.
ok, the results were not really encouraging - my citruses turned yellow when it reached my buyer. he ordered matured green not dried yellow. the consultancy opportunity i was waiting for is still out of reach - contact person was surprised (i thought oblivious) that there's no formal offer yet.
and yet inspite of these, i was as calm as i can be - business as usual! good thing i was able to now slowly understand the word perseverance. what's the word again? ok it means if nothing happens, the world doesn't end. period.
